But I am not sure where to start…. I have so much work and studies this weekend and I headed towards a good start yesterday, but I am for some reason a lot more inefficient today. The issue is probably that I really don’t want to deal with any of the most urgent to-dos. I ticked off all the easy stuff on the list yesterday, and now all the boring stuff remain along with the things that I have put off for so long that I no longer have a good overview of what needs to be done (read the anxiety triggers). Ironically, I bought The Procrastinator’s Handbook (Rita Emmett) yesterday, and after having read half of it, I realize that I no longer have any excuses but to deal with things. According to the book, I am a hypocritical procrastinator. That is, I am someone who avoids certain things that needs to be done by doing other, less urgent things. It gives an illusion of getting things done, but it doesn’t do away with the bad conscious over those important things that are still there undone. So I have pinpointed the problem, and yet I am so unmotivated to get started! Think I will go out for coffee first…